Teachings of the month April 2025
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GET A GOOD VEGAN AND ANIMAL RIGHTS EDUCATION WITH TASH PETERSON ONLINE VIDEOS ALSO BITE SIZE VEGAN VIDEOS AND SOME THINGS MENTIONED ON THE MAKE A DIFFERENCE PAGE OF THIS WEBSITE.THE TEACHING HERE IS DO WHAT TO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD WANT DONE TO YOU INCLUDES All ANIMALS AND INSECTS ALL BEINGS.ALSO THE TEACHING HERE IS YOU WILL GET BAD KARMA MISTREATING ANIMALS AND INSECTS.THIS KARMA CAN BE VERY VERY INTENSE AS WELL.IF YOU COULD AUTHENTIC LOVE HOW WOULD YOU TREAT THEM?
I WANTO REMIND YOU VISITOR TO THIS WEBSITE.THIS WEBSITE IS FOR PEOPLE WHO REALLY PURSUE HEALING AND REAL SPIRITUALITY.IF YOUR NOT A PERSON LIKE THIS YOU WONT UNDERSTAND MUCH THAT IS AT THIS WEBSITE.PEOPLES BRAINWASHING AND CONDITIONINGS AND ILLUSIONS ARE SO THICK.SOMEONE CAN LITERALY BE LIKE A ROBOT UNTIL THEY CAN BREAK THE SPELL ATLEAST A LITTLE BIT FOR ATLEAST A MOMENT AND SEE AND EXPERIENCE DIFFERENT.
TRUTH THOMAS DOESNT IDENTIFY HIMSELF WITH ANY PARTICULAR ORGANIZED RELIGION OR SPIRIUTAL PATH.HE DOES KNOW ALOT OF THERE SECRETS THOUGH AND HAS A GREAT APPRECIATION FOR MANY OF THEM.TRUTH ALSO IS WELL READ IN DIFFERENT PSYCHOLOGY AND PHILOSOPHY IDEAS AND SCHOOLS OF THOUGHT ETC ETC ETC
The movie of the month worth watching (The reluctant saint)We really enjoyed this one and his also love for animals,we have this one in our dvd collection as well
The song of the month worth a listen(I dont know how to love him from Jesus Christ Superstar)Once upon a time i would of never listened to such a song or watched such a movie.Once upon a time i would only listen to straightforward spiritual devotional music and classic music nothing else for the most part.However this song is a kind of devotional song tied in with a movie from a play that was trying to wrap itself around the Jesus and God mysteries from the standpoint of having zero real spiritual knowledge.In this way if this kind of song from that kind of movie gets someone or people exploring what is truth?What is god?etc etc etc it has some value.Also getting familiar with the jesus story perhaps looking more into the new testament,In this lifetime i myself didnt read any of the new testament until a cross country trip with my beloved wife a road trip.In a hotel in texas they had a bible in the draw and there that night i read the sermon on the mount the first time in this life.I thought wow this guy this Jesus is awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I was able to approach it without any brainwashing as to how to interpret it etc.Wonderful stuff!!!!!!!Thats a wonderful way to read Jesus.I once knew somebody who liked this song alot and struggled with organized religion.He thought how can there be a living higher power and at the same time the mess of human society and the crazyness of what animals deal with?He usto say boxers will even thank god for winning a fight.However he didnt consider that these boxers often from materially poor backgrounds were thankful not to of got knocked out or seriously hurt or killed.They trying to make some money>Nowadays the theme of a song is whats most important to me and i still love classic music western and india and middle east and china classic music especially. The arabic oud and the qanun and guzheng and bach and veena and other instruments !!!!!!!!!!!Divine stuff.The western orchestra is one of the most wonderful things that shows people are more then troubled beings full of demons only.Just watch say some bach or mozart with full orchestra and see for yourself
The book of the month worth a read(Only dont know by seung sahn)This is from the guy who is dead now that started the zen school in my hometown.Which is the biggest zen school in the world with branches in many states and countries.He claimed to get enlightened at age 21 or so and a direct lineage with bodhidharma.I usto go over and meditate and chant etc with the people over there once upon a time and did some short retreats there as well.I at that time wanted to have people to meditate with which wasent organized religion.That zen school is associated with buddhism but more on action then theory.Meditate alot do some chanting and try and find out what is Truth for yourself.I liked that alot.I payed no attention at all to the ideas of that zen school(kwan um school of zen) initially just wanted people to meditate with.Later on hearing and reading some of that spiritual schools ideas i came to appreciate alot of them.His catch phrase only go straight dont know roughly means.Keep going straight not getting lost in the world and doing your daily meditation etc.Until you truly find out for yourself only keep the attitude i dont know.Which when i think of it now is close to the classic zen mind beginers mind out of japanese zen.Seung sahn being out of korea.I have watched some of there recent talks through youtube and i have a affection for that place.I wish them well.Leaving a retreat there alone walking once upon a time i had my first taste of divine love of pure love of spiritual love of goddess love.Even though i had zero connection or belief in anything goddess at that time later that experience started to get inwardly interpreted as the goddess had temporarily opened her sacred veil and blew ma a divine kiss amongst other things.You know what thats like?In that you cant think negative and zero fear of anything.I remember there was a young mom nearby the road with a few young kids.I wanted to run over and tell them how beautifull they were but i didnt.The wind itself felt like divine love.Man nothing can compare to that nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!This radically changed my direction and thought process.Instantly the thought were there what do different religions and people say about god etc????I became a seeker of truth formally on that day.Also medition became very important.Well i was just at a meditation retreat and then this happened i better meditate always never miss a day.A female is the offical spiritual head of that school now a former hospice nurse.WE usto get along well once upon a time me and this so called zen master female.Only once did i meditate with seung sahn there were just a few of us there on easter and he with a great devotion on his face as he bowed etc came walking in the meditation hall that day.He being a real character.For a long time he would do 1000 bows before 445 am when he would join the others for bowing chanting and meditation.A strong disciipline he had.He also had the catch phrase the nike sneaker company uses before they did.Just do it.There was a big banner upstairs outside the other meditation hall over there that said just do it.The monestary in the back was built by donation money from a female who came to him with troubles.He told her do alot of a certain mantra and it must of helped her cause she donated for that monestary.
Contemplations for you
(1)If life has a higher spiritual purpose have you used your time well?
(2)If life has a higher spiritual purpose what has been your effort to clean off your hidden spiritual heart?
(3) How have i tryed to escape and how do i do that now?From my own sad state of mind my roller coaster up and down mind?
(4)Where in the esoteric body is the truth??????????????????
I wanto give a shout out to Rickson Gracie the jiu jitsu wizard.The most hyped jiu jitsu guy ever.Nowadays Gordan Ryan is the most hyped but Rickson had something really special.claiming to have a fighting record of 450 wins no defeats,I have all his fights known to the public in my fight collection.He is the only guy in self defence where i read his autobiography cover to cover.Since then his body has got parkinsons disease and i saw some of a new interview of his recently there with his body shaking some.He also promoting his new book comfort in darkness.In that interview he said he completely gave up meat and thats why he is getting a mention here.Good for him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1Who said he strives to be a spiritual warrior with his own angle on what that is.He gave up meat to try an beat or help reduce symptoms of parkinsons.Years back when one of his biological sons was killed in gang stuff he got suicidal. To try an cope with that he built a tree house and would go there and meditate alone.He sought out both nature and meditation to heal from what was a big shock to his psyche.Ricksons dad was a strict vegetarian but he would present going vegetarian for health not ethical reasons or spiritual.Meat rots in the body not digesting well etc.Too bad royce has got lost in false machoism eating meat and hunting.Perhaps he will grow up spiritually someday who knows?He has no spiritual power only jiu jitsu
One thing i enjoy and recommend is looking for a positive or perhaps a blessing in disguise in a seeming negative. Back in the day i never thought of guys that were into punk rock as very smart etc.However i like Henry Rollins who sang for black flag alot.Then his own band the rollins band with his song liar about sweet talking a female etc.As a kid he got picked on to the point where he pissed his pants it effected him so much and he flipped out and defended himself one day.His dad later would sometimes make him fight brought up in washington dc.He became a good street fighter and a bit crazy with his rage.Anyhow the thing i really like is to know he was into the punk misic as a way to try and cathard (have catharsis) things out of himself.It may of worked some cause he has become quite a humanitarian you might say,He with his big seek and destroy tattoo on his back which for him means.He wants to find and destroy and kind of weakness in himself.Black flag had there straightforward stuff and the song depression is worth a listen.Mettalicas song fade to black is about the singer feeling suicidal a while in life likewise the grateful dead song china doll was going to be named the suicide song origanily.I have heard many suicidal people got help from fade to black.Henry only tried alcohol a few times in his life and only a few times ganja.A few more then those lsd.Otherwise he was straight up on the stage very unusual for anyone in that or rock or any music for that matter.I have seen an interview before where the singer for mettalica said he will get lyrics in his mind sometimes and if he doesn't write them down he will be made to feel bad.In other words something from the invisible manipulating him,Henrys good friend who started a differnt band also started the straight edge punk thing with his song.Though he didnt do it on purpose.His antidrug song started a big thing they call straight edge no alcohol or drugs.cm punk the once very popular fake wwe wrestler was into that
You visitor to this website have this awareness.A very good example with fake wrestling is the commentators who try an paint a picture of the fake wrestling as being something it isnt.They hate each other and that was real and etc etc etc.They talk in a way as if what they are saying is what is really going on in the fake wrestling ring.This is how illusions also work through the human mind.The false inner voice of yours tells you something is one way when its not!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yet you believe it.This happens to you all the time.Look within turn your attention inward and observe your uncontrolled full of illusions thoughts.There you will find your real problem and solution.
My first trip to india i did a vipasana retreat in bodygoya the famous place with lots of buddhist monestarys where buddha was thought to of meditated under the bodhi tree there.However this wasent a goenka version of vipasana it was someone else a monk from bangladesh who said he was teaching the true vipasana.There was a sexy female in that retreat and she told someone in front of everybody she thought the teachings were bad and cause of that she was leaving the retreat early.What was to be a 10 day retreat, I effected from that perhaps also left early.Now before leaving i had something very interesting happen.The sun appeared to be pulsating and a circle type thing going around its edge.I got an inner 2 words (sun miracle) which i had absolutely no relationship with what that might mean.It was only many years later when i found out about fatima and its sun miracle and that associated with marian apparition stuff.Once many years after that when i was getting to know you could say the mysterious spiritual world more .I had a little sun miracle in my bedroom in north carolina.A little mystical supernatural sun there in my room when i was alone.This was about the same time that the Divine feminine started to get emphasized alot more in my life from within.Back to the india story after i left the retreat i stayed at the burmese vihar monestary a while but knew a few of the people managing a tibetan place there and would go over and read from there library some etc.I ran into that same girl she was staying there and we started hanging out all the time.She was sexy and born in england.I like those england accents on females quite a bit one of my favorite accents on females.One day we were sitting alone at sunset and she told me as a little girl she found herself putting rocks on her body at the exact spots of chakras without anyone telling her about it.Also one night we went over to a talk at the japanese monestary by the abbot there.That place had interesting symbols and things painted on the ceiling .After she told me you know i saw some of those things on that ceiling in my mediations during the retreat.We got quite close there for a little while before i left for benares,I didnt know at the time i would get engaged to a different girl in bodhgoya right under the bodhi tree the next year.When i think of her now i have a great affection and hope wherever she is she is doing well and advancing spiritualy,She was a real adventurer and already lived in australia a while there in her early twenties.In later years we ( me and wife)completed 3 of those 10 day vipasana style meditation retreats in india though the goenka version of that.We left another one early also with a false prophet so called leading it
Once upon a time after the shakti had fully awakened up my spine the kundalini shakti,The spiritual world you could say started to reveal itself to me a little more at a time you might say.In those early days of learning about the spiritual world from within my own being you might say and not from any outside source.The goddess let me know that female upliftment was very important.She played the song women are the nigger of the world for me.Making it clear from early on women were to be given importance and help however possible.Before that i was inwardly manipulated to think about animals really starting about age 9.Waking up from sleep vomiting thinking how disgusting it was to eat meat an animal corpse.It wasent until 17 tough that i finally gave up the corpse parts,
I saw a video yesterday of a nun from yogaville and i was reminded of when we lived in the charlotsville virginia area about 3 years some of that time right in charlotsville the rest of the time about 15-20 minutes from downtown charlotsville.She had been a christian nun 25 years before switching to a hindu nun a devotee of swami satchidananda.She told us she had a dream she would meet a special spiritual person later in life when she was a little girl and saw him in that dream.Later in life when she met him she left the christian nun world to follow him.She said as a nun you could have relatives visit one day a year only and only 1 letter per month no calls.On that video her at age 90 i saw yesterday she said for she he was the christ swami satchidananda that is.In the video it says ahe at age 90 is still giving service around yogaville 12 hours a day and waking up early daily for meditation.We would go there sometimes every saturday night sometimes only once in a month etc,.Without yogaville we wouldnt of lived in that area and they also had a health food store in charlottsville yogaville itself about 45 minutes or so away from there i believe that place was payed for mainly with a donation from the actress glenn close.I remember giving the president of that place a ride in our vehicle and some of the other western born swamis and swaminis female swamis.I remember he the president seemed to really have the spirit of giving service.We never approached swami satchidananda who would come out from his secluded home on the propery for the saturday night stuff.Which would include singing-chanting and someone would give a talk or presentation,He would later talk about this or that.He had many people there who thought he was fully enlightened but i never bought into it.I think he has spiritual charisma and some energetic manipulation (not awakened kundalinii)We never felt to go up and interact with him.One day i did get close to him though.I can remember going to bed one night with no thought to go to ypgaville the next day and in the morning getting an inner push you could say to go.Sure enough when i arrived at there big lotus shrine he was walking around and i said im honered to be in your presence and he said thankyou thankyou very much.I remember now the week before he was giving me a your welcome here do come back kind of thing from across the room at lunch there.He was trying to bait me to think of him as being very important to be his disciple kind of thing there with mischa next to me but it never happened,i didnt believe he was a real satguru(highest lkind of guru established in the truth) but what i would call a minor mystic.He had something but could advance alot more spiritually.When we were living in charlottsville we first went to see mata amritanandamayi and she very much impressed me spiritually.I remember the first time watching her devotion singing when she threw her hands up i had the feeling my hair was standing on end and the powerful hugs.We later got a mantra from her the traditional way where the guru whispers it in a ear.We did that as much as possible when not meditating about 9 months before i got inwardly pushed into ramana maharishis self enquiry for many years.There was no accident the woodstock swami got popular and i heard later his getting popular started when a female with cancer said he blessed her glass of water and the cancer was killed like that.We spent some time in india at his gurus ashram there at the divine life society in rishikesh also back when swami krishnananda and chidananda both also considered real gurus were still in body still alive.Swami sivanada satchidanandas guru was unique to have several students be thought of as real gurus themselves later in life. including a western female out of canada swami radha..I wasent manipulated to follow satchidananda though i definitely was mata amritanandamayi a while that extremely powerful mystic.On saturday nights you could put a question for the swami satchidananda in a thing and he may or may not pick yours.I remember asking how can you eat dairy and be non violent since they treat the cows so bad?I remember him reading that out and saying something though he really didnt have a good responce as a vegetarian and not a vegan.What could he say?The poeple there were always friendly to us it is a special place yogaville
One of mata amritanandamayis students her top swami once went around barefoot 6 months cause his guru didnt tell him to get a new pair of shoes.Such is his belief in her spiritual helpfullness power,Such is his respect for her.Once there in kerala when i told her i didnt wanto do a particular thing but instead focus on full time purification you could say she just showered me with christ like kisses on my hands.That love of hers is very very strong.We had few verbal interactions with her but many spiritual.She early on sometimes would get so hot from the kundalini she would say it felt like hot peppers all over her skin and she would immerse herself in water there to try an cool down.She would be up most of the night singing to and about her beloved krishna but later came the goddess kali.What a powerful girl that one is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Part of the mystical kundalini club a secret club with few real members
I remember myself and mischa going to the old monestary ruins of hildegard von bingen in germany.A kind of living museum,I remember liking feeling being where she once was and also how different the society was then yet not very different in certain ways,Greed and spiritual corruption etc were still the same.
What people usually call meditation is various kinds of concentration exercises that they hope will bridge into a inner meditation.You can also read about this in the yoga sutras,The last steps are all a bridge from turning the attention-concentration inward and hoping to eventually experience different samadhis with the highest goal of sahaj.However its not quite that simple,
Here visitor to this website i wanto give you some straight truth.You are full of impurities.These impurities cause in you delusions of various kinds.You act on and think on these delusions as real and helpful and in doing so create more bad karma for yourself.You have been reincarnating for a long long time but dont remember any of it.Your actions of the past help determine your present and todays tommorows.Tommorow meaning centuries into the future.You need to get purified to advance at all spiritually the more pure the more advancing.Hence the fasting and meditation and praying told to do from every real religion and path different real purification methods.
Ok visitor to this website ive given you some food for thought,
Wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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AT THIS WEBSITE I OFTEN SHARE STORYS THAT SHOULD HAVE SOME BENEFIT IN THEM FOR YOU VISITOR TO THIS WEBSITE.SOMETIMES THEY ARE HINTS SOMETIMES STRAIGHTFORWARD
GET A GOOD VEGAN AND ANIMAL RIGHTS EDUCATION WITH TASH PETERSON ONLINE VIDEOS ALSO BITE SIZE VEGAN VIDEOS AND SOME THINGS MENTIONED ON THE MAKE A DIFFERENCE PAGE OF THIS WEBSITE.THE TEACHING HERE IS DO WHAT TO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD WANT DONE TO YOU INCLUDES All ANIMALS AND INSECTS ALL BEINGS.ALSO THE TEACHING HERE IS YOU WILL GET BAD KARMA MISTREATING ANIMALS AND INSECTS.THIS KARMA CAN BE VERY VERY INTENSE AS WELL.IF YOU COULD AUTHENTIC LOVE HOW WOULD YOU TREAT THEM?
I WANTO REMIND YOU VISITOR TO THIS WEBSITE.THIS WEBSITE IS FOR PEOPLE WHO REALLY PURSUE HEALING AND REAL SPIRITUALITY.IF YOUR NOT A PERSON LIKE THIS YOU WONT UNDERSTAND MUCH THAT IS AT THIS WEBSITE.PEOPLES BRAINWASHING AND CONDITIONINGS AND ILLUSIONS ARE SO THICK.SOMEONE CAN LITERALY BE LIKE A ROBOT UNTIL THEY CAN BREAK THE SPELL ATLEAST A LITTLE BIT FOR ATLEAST A MOMENT AND SEE AND EXPERIENCE DIFFERENT.
TRUTH THOMAS DOESNT IDENTIFY HIMSELF WITH ANY PARTICULAR ORGANIZED RELIGION OR SPIRIUTAL PATH.HE DOES KNOW ALOT OF THERE SECRETS THOUGH AND HAS A GREAT APPRECIATION FOR MANY OF THEM.TRUTH ALSO IS WELL READ IN DIFFERENT PSYCHOLOGY AND PHILOSOPHY IDEAS AND SCHOOLS OF THOUGHT ETC ETC ETC
The movie of the month worth watching (The reluctant saint)We really enjoyed this one and his also love for animals,we have this one in our dvd collection as well
The song of the month worth a listen(I dont know how to love him from Jesus Christ Superstar)Once upon a time i would of never listened to such a song or watched such a movie.Once upon a time i would only listen to straightforward spiritual devotional music and classic music nothing else for the most part.However this song is a kind of devotional song tied in with a movie from a play that was trying to wrap itself around the Jesus and God mysteries from the standpoint of having zero real spiritual knowledge.In this way if this kind of song from that kind of movie gets someone or people exploring what is truth?What is god?etc etc etc it has some value.Also getting familiar with the jesus story perhaps looking more into the new testament,In this lifetime i myself didnt read any of the new testament until a cross country trip with my beloved wife a road trip.In a hotel in texas they had a bible in the draw and there that night i read the sermon on the mount the first time in this life.I thought wow this guy this Jesus is awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I was able to approach it without any brainwashing as to how to interpret it etc.Wonderful stuff!!!!!!!Thats a wonderful way to read Jesus.I once knew somebody who liked this song alot and struggled with organized religion.He thought how can there be a living higher power and at the same time the mess of human society and the crazyness of what animals deal with?He usto say boxers will even thank god for winning a fight.However he didnt consider that these boxers often from materially poor backgrounds were thankful not to of got knocked out or seriously hurt or killed.They trying to make some money>Nowadays the theme of a song is whats most important to me and i still love classic music western and india and middle east and china classic music especially. The arabic oud and the qanun and guzheng and bach and veena and other instruments !!!!!!!!!!!Divine stuff.The western orchestra is one of the most wonderful things that shows people are more then troubled beings full of demons only.Just watch say some bach or mozart with full orchestra and see for yourself
The book of the month worth a read(Only dont know by seung sahn)This is from the guy who is dead now that started the zen school in my hometown.Which is the biggest zen school in the world with branches in many states and countries.He claimed to get enlightened at age 21 or so and a direct lineage with bodhidharma.I usto go over and meditate and chant etc with the people over there once upon a time and did some short retreats there as well.I at that time wanted to have people to meditate with which wasent organized religion.That zen school is associated with buddhism but more on action then theory.Meditate alot do some chanting and try and find out what is Truth for yourself.I liked that alot.I payed no attention at all to the ideas of that zen school(kwan um school of zen) initially just wanted people to meditate with.Later on hearing and reading some of that spiritual schools ideas i came to appreciate alot of them.His catch phrase only go straight dont know roughly means.Keep going straight not getting lost in the world and doing your daily meditation etc.Until you truly find out for yourself only keep the attitude i dont know.Which when i think of it now is close to the classic zen mind beginers mind out of japanese zen.Seung sahn being out of korea.I have watched some of there recent talks through youtube and i have a affection for that place.I wish them well.Leaving a retreat there alone walking once upon a time i had my first taste of divine love of pure love of spiritual love of goddess love.Even though i had zero connection or belief in anything goddess at that time later that experience started to get inwardly interpreted as the goddess had temporarily opened her sacred veil and blew ma a divine kiss amongst other things.You know what thats like?In that you cant think negative and zero fear of anything.I remember there was a young mom nearby the road with a few young kids.I wanted to run over and tell them how beautifull they were but i didnt.The wind itself felt like divine love.Man nothing can compare to that nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!This radically changed my direction and thought process.Instantly the thought were there what do different religions and people say about god etc????I became a seeker of truth formally on that day.Also medition became very important.Well i was just at a meditation retreat and then this happened i better meditate always never miss a day.A female is the offical spiritual head of that school now a former hospice nurse.WE usto get along well once upon a time me and this so called zen master female.Only once did i meditate with seung sahn there were just a few of us there on easter and he with a great devotion on his face as he bowed etc came walking in the meditation hall that day.He being a real character.For a long time he would do 1000 bows before 445 am when he would join the others for bowing chanting and meditation.A strong disciipline he had.He also had the catch phrase the nike sneaker company uses before they did.Just do it.There was a big banner upstairs outside the other meditation hall over there that said just do it.The monestary in the back was built by donation money from a female who came to him with troubles.He told her do alot of a certain mantra and it must of helped her cause she donated for that monestary.
Contemplations for you
(1)If life has a higher spiritual purpose have you used your time well?
(2)If life has a higher spiritual purpose what has been your effort to clean off your hidden spiritual heart?
(3) How have i tryed to escape and how do i do that now?From my own sad state of mind my roller coaster up and down mind?
(4)Where in the esoteric body is the truth??????????????????
I wanto give a shout out to Rickson Gracie the jiu jitsu wizard.The most hyped jiu jitsu guy ever.Nowadays Gordan Ryan is the most hyped but Rickson had something really special.claiming to have a fighting record of 450 wins no defeats,I have all his fights known to the public in my fight collection.He is the only guy in self defence where i read his autobiography cover to cover.Since then his body has got parkinsons disease and i saw some of a new interview of his recently there with his body shaking some.He also promoting his new book comfort in darkness.In that interview he said he completely gave up meat and thats why he is getting a mention here.Good for him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1Who said he strives to be a spiritual warrior with his own angle on what that is.He gave up meat to try an beat or help reduce symptoms of parkinsons.Years back when one of his biological sons was killed in gang stuff he got suicidal. To try an cope with that he built a tree house and would go there and meditate alone.He sought out both nature and meditation to heal from what was a big shock to his psyche.Ricksons dad was a strict vegetarian but he would present going vegetarian for health not ethical reasons or spiritual.Meat rots in the body not digesting well etc.Too bad royce has got lost in false machoism eating meat and hunting.Perhaps he will grow up spiritually someday who knows?He has no spiritual power only jiu jitsu
One thing i enjoy and recommend is looking for a positive or perhaps a blessing in disguise in a seeming negative. Back in the day i never thought of guys that were into punk rock as very smart etc.However i like Henry Rollins who sang for black flag alot.Then his own band the rollins band with his song liar about sweet talking a female etc.As a kid he got picked on to the point where he pissed his pants it effected him so much and he flipped out and defended himself one day.His dad later would sometimes make him fight brought up in washington dc.He became a good street fighter and a bit crazy with his rage.Anyhow the thing i really like is to know he was into the punk misic as a way to try and cathard (have catharsis) things out of himself.It may of worked some cause he has become quite a humanitarian you might say,He with his big seek and destroy tattoo on his back which for him means.He wants to find and destroy and kind of weakness in himself.Black flag had there straightforward stuff and the song depression is worth a listen.Mettalicas song fade to black is about the singer feeling suicidal a while in life likewise the grateful dead song china doll was going to be named the suicide song origanily.I have heard many suicidal people got help from fade to black.Henry only tried alcohol a few times in his life and only a few times ganja.A few more then those lsd.Otherwise he was straight up on the stage very unusual for anyone in that or rock or any music for that matter.I have seen an interview before where the singer for mettalica said he will get lyrics in his mind sometimes and if he doesn't write them down he will be made to feel bad.In other words something from the invisible manipulating him,Henrys good friend who started a differnt band also started the straight edge punk thing with his song.Though he didnt do it on purpose.His antidrug song started a big thing they call straight edge no alcohol or drugs.cm punk the once very popular fake wwe wrestler was into that
You visitor to this website have this awareness.A very good example with fake wrestling is the commentators who try an paint a picture of the fake wrestling as being something it isnt.They hate each other and that was real and etc etc etc.They talk in a way as if what they are saying is what is really going on in the fake wrestling ring.This is how illusions also work through the human mind.The false inner voice of yours tells you something is one way when its not!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yet you believe it.This happens to you all the time.Look within turn your attention inward and observe your uncontrolled full of illusions thoughts.There you will find your real problem and solution.
My first trip to india i did a vipasana retreat in bodygoya the famous place with lots of buddhist monestarys where buddha was thought to of meditated under the bodhi tree there.However this wasent a goenka version of vipasana it was someone else a monk from bangladesh who said he was teaching the true vipasana.There was a sexy female in that retreat and she told someone in front of everybody she thought the teachings were bad and cause of that she was leaving the retreat early.What was to be a 10 day retreat, I effected from that perhaps also left early.Now before leaving i had something very interesting happen.The sun appeared to be pulsating and a circle type thing going around its edge.I got an inner 2 words (sun miracle) which i had absolutely no relationship with what that might mean.It was only many years later when i found out about fatima and its sun miracle and that associated with marian apparition stuff.Once many years after that when i was getting to know you could say the mysterious spiritual world more .I had a little sun miracle in my bedroom in north carolina.A little mystical supernatural sun there in my room when i was alone.This was about the same time that the Divine feminine started to get emphasized alot more in my life from within.Back to the india story after i left the retreat i stayed at the burmese vihar monestary a while but knew a few of the people managing a tibetan place there and would go over and read from there library some etc.I ran into that same girl she was staying there and we started hanging out all the time.She was sexy and born in england.I like those england accents on females quite a bit one of my favorite accents on females.One day we were sitting alone at sunset and she told me as a little girl she found herself putting rocks on her body at the exact spots of chakras without anyone telling her about it.Also one night we went over to a talk at the japanese monestary by the abbot there.That place had interesting symbols and things painted on the ceiling .After she told me you know i saw some of those things on that ceiling in my mediations during the retreat.We got quite close there for a little while before i left for benares,I didnt know at the time i would get engaged to a different girl in bodhgoya right under the bodhi tree the next year.When i think of her now i have a great affection and hope wherever she is she is doing well and advancing spiritualy,She was a real adventurer and already lived in australia a while there in her early twenties.In later years we ( me and wife)completed 3 of those 10 day vipasana style meditation retreats in india though the goenka version of that.We left another one early also with a false prophet so called leading it
Once upon a time after the shakti had fully awakened up my spine the kundalini shakti,The spiritual world you could say started to reveal itself to me a little more at a time you might say.In those early days of learning about the spiritual world from within my own being you might say and not from any outside source.The goddess let me know that female upliftment was very important.She played the song women are the nigger of the world for me.Making it clear from early on women were to be given importance and help however possible.Before that i was inwardly manipulated to think about animals really starting about age 9.Waking up from sleep vomiting thinking how disgusting it was to eat meat an animal corpse.It wasent until 17 tough that i finally gave up the corpse parts,
I saw a video yesterday of a nun from yogaville and i was reminded of when we lived in the charlotsville virginia area about 3 years some of that time right in charlotsville the rest of the time about 15-20 minutes from downtown charlotsville.She had been a christian nun 25 years before switching to a hindu nun a devotee of swami satchidananda.She told us she had a dream she would meet a special spiritual person later in life when she was a little girl and saw him in that dream.Later in life when she met him she left the christian nun world to follow him.She said as a nun you could have relatives visit one day a year only and only 1 letter per month no calls.On that video her at age 90 i saw yesterday she said for she he was the christ swami satchidananda that is.In the video it says ahe at age 90 is still giving service around yogaville 12 hours a day and waking up early daily for meditation.We would go there sometimes every saturday night sometimes only once in a month etc,.Without yogaville we wouldnt of lived in that area and they also had a health food store in charlottsville yogaville itself about 45 minutes or so away from there i believe that place was payed for mainly with a donation from the actress glenn close.I remember giving the president of that place a ride in our vehicle and some of the other western born swamis and swaminis female swamis.I remember he the president seemed to really have the spirit of giving service.We never approached swami satchidananda who would come out from his secluded home on the propery for the saturday night stuff.Which would include singing-chanting and someone would give a talk or presentation,He would later talk about this or that.He had many people there who thought he was fully enlightened but i never bought into it.I think he has spiritual charisma and some energetic manipulation (not awakened kundalinii)We never felt to go up and interact with him.One day i did get close to him though.I can remember going to bed one night with no thought to go to ypgaville the next day and in the morning getting an inner push you could say to go.Sure enough when i arrived at there big lotus shrine he was walking around and i said im honered to be in your presence and he said thankyou thankyou very much.I remember now the week before he was giving me a your welcome here do come back kind of thing from across the room at lunch there.He was trying to bait me to think of him as being very important to be his disciple kind of thing there with mischa next to me but it never happened,i didnt believe he was a real satguru(highest lkind of guru established in the truth) but what i would call a minor mystic.He had something but could advance alot more spiritually.When we were living in charlottsville we first went to see mata amritanandamayi and she very much impressed me spiritually.I remember the first time watching her devotion singing when she threw her hands up i had the feeling my hair was standing on end and the powerful hugs.We later got a mantra from her the traditional way where the guru whispers it in a ear.We did that as much as possible when not meditating about 9 months before i got inwardly pushed into ramana maharishis self enquiry for many years.There was no accident the woodstock swami got popular and i heard later his getting popular started when a female with cancer said he blessed her glass of water and the cancer was killed like that.We spent some time in india at his gurus ashram there at the divine life society in rishikesh also back when swami krishnananda and chidananda both also considered real gurus were still in body still alive.Swami sivanada satchidanandas guru was unique to have several students be thought of as real gurus themselves later in life. including a western female out of canada swami radha..I wasent manipulated to follow satchidananda though i definitely was mata amritanandamayi a while that extremely powerful mystic.On saturday nights you could put a question for the swami satchidananda in a thing and he may or may not pick yours.I remember asking how can you eat dairy and be non violent since they treat the cows so bad?I remember him reading that out and saying something though he really didnt have a good responce as a vegetarian and not a vegan.What could he say?The poeple there were always friendly to us it is a special place yogaville
One of mata amritanandamayis students her top swami once went around barefoot 6 months cause his guru didnt tell him to get a new pair of shoes.Such is his belief in her spiritual helpfullness power,Such is his respect for her.Once there in kerala when i told her i didnt wanto do a particular thing but instead focus on full time purification you could say she just showered me with christ like kisses on my hands.That love of hers is very very strong.We had few verbal interactions with her but many spiritual.She early on sometimes would get so hot from the kundalini she would say it felt like hot peppers all over her skin and she would immerse herself in water there to try an cool down.She would be up most of the night singing to and about her beloved krishna but later came the goddess kali.What a powerful girl that one is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Part of the mystical kundalini club a secret club with few real members
I remember myself and mischa going to the old monestary ruins of hildegard von bingen in germany.A kind of living museum,I remember liking feeling being where she once was and also how different the society was then yet not very different in certain ways,Greed and spiritual corruption etc were still the same.
What people usually call meditation is various kinds of concentration exercises that they hope will bridge into a inner meditation.You can also read about this in the yoga sutras,The last steps are all a bridge from turning the attention-concentration inward and hoping to eventually experience different samadhis with the highest goal of sahaj.However its not quite that simple,
Here visitor to this website i wanto give you some straight truth.You are full of impurities.These impurities cause in you delusions of various kinds.You act on and think on these delusions as real and helpful and in doing so create more bad karma for yourself.You have been reincarnating for a long long time but dont remember any of it.Your actions of the past help determine your present and todays tommorows.Tommorow meaning centuries into the future.You need to get purified to advance at all spiritually the more pure the more advancing.Hence the fasting and meditation and praying told to do from every real religion and path different real purification methods.
Ok visitor to this website ive given you some food for thought,
Wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Some Teachings
He or she that can truly love the best is the true winner in life.
There is Spiritual greatness and great Spiritual Love waiting for you. For that a lot needs to happen.
Who is there to impress in the human world?Nobody at all.All efforts should be to try an please the mysterious invisible spiritual world.
The animal rights person thinks( How can i make this animal these animals happy?How can i make animals feel loved?) The demonic minded person thinks (How can i use this animal?What can i get from it?How can i try an feel better about my wounded self through and with it?) Not considering the animals real wants and needs.Often not considering the animal at all
A spiritual warning for an indivisual can come a couple different ways.It can be given in the so called dream state.It can be given in the daydream the so called waking state.A rare genuine mystic can give one as well .If they are the real deal it has been given with the full backing and promise to happen of the mysterious spiritual world.A hint can be given in various subtle and not so subtle ways.Most of the time there is no warning given the karma hits hard and completely unexpected.Just as the great Jesus gave general warnings to the public your better off losing a hand then your entire body thrown into hell etc.If you get a personal spiritual warning you should take it very very seriously.The indivisual can try to feel better about things in various delusional ways such as.Well i dont believe in such things.Well i say i believe in jesus or some other scriptural misinterpretation so im guarenteed Heaven etc.Any crazy parrot can talk in such ways.Well if there was a God-Goddess certainly it would see im righteous.Well im a man or woman of science so certainly this isnt possible for me.If youve been given a spiritual warning take it very very seriously.Repent and try to mitigate the punishment punishments some as best possible.Though this may not be possible.Completely and radically immediatly change your evil ways.Try to make amends pray and meditate and be sincere about changing your evil ways.This is my advice to you,
Someone who really trys to help others in the work world and not scam or try an fool or cheat or try an take advantage of others in business .Is also trying to help themselves with good karma making.
Many are busy and feel they have little time for spiritual practices.However on ther big picture your entire lifes purpose is only progress or lack of spiritually.Karma and you being closer to pure or impure will determine your future as will the mysterious Divine.At the time of physical death that is.That can happen at any moment.Meditation prayer-mantras fasting are the real and time tested purify helpers along with other things
If you have all sorts of money, college degrees, professionally presented deceptions, a well polished social mask, seeming worldly power, fake prestige. Yet you can't really love what do you have? Illusions.
Getting a doctorate degree, working as an astrophysicist, going to the moon or some planet, being a skilled brain surgeon, making a trillion dollars, becoming the president of a country - these are all easy things to accomplish compared to authentic spiritual change within oneself. Anybody who applies themselves and has the ambition, time and often money can easily do any of these things mentioned, however, to really change spiritually is an entirely different thing. All these things are child's play compared to what it takes to really change spiritually. The big worldly titles you could say don't help anyone spiritually and are easy to do and get. I want to give a great thank you to those who make extra effort to truly be helpful to challenged and suffering beings, however, the increase in the I am more important then you illusions from the inner demon-demons is spiritually dangerous with these please make me feel more important then you jobs, many real saints and mystics have been illiterate.
What is it you really want? What is it the real you yearns for? You want to work toward your own authentic spiritual liberation. Really help people, animals, insects, Earth and all of life or fit in with chaos and illusions? You want to go along like an uncaring, brainwashed, clouded robot?,Who do you want to impress?,You want to impress those who are spiritually lost or whatever it is that controls your fate? Wake up!
If there is a tradition be it a couple years or several thousand years old that somehow has toxic aspects, such as eating a bird who wanted Love that instead was treated terribly before its murder, cutting down a tree to bring in your dwelling for a few weeks in a time of environmental dangers. Quit that and do not endorse it.Speak out against it.Quit that and do not be a puppet or robot.If the entire tradition is toxic do not have anything to do with it.Just as if there is a person or group of people who are very toxic and spiritually dead shun them.You do not have to go along with toxic things or people.Let the dead bury the dead.Try to forgive but that does not mean endorse or go along with hateful toxic and twisted things and people.At this point the Earth itself has been affected from toxic minds and traditions.It is not just from the various well known things that cause pollution.It is also from the hateful acts and behavior.The spiritually corrupted minds.Do what you can to change things in loving and helpful ways.
Having faith can be important, especially if you are having strong challenges. However, at the time of death when you exit your physical body beliefs have no value. It is what you did and didn't do, whether you are closer to toxic or pure. Since death can happen at any time, there is no time to waste.
Those who have said just have Faith only have done a great disservice to suffering humanity and animals. If a child is diseased do you say just believe, your alright, or work hard for a real cure?
Wotk for a real realization.Wont be easy
Good deeds are very very important.However they are in no way enough for real strong personal spiritual transformation.People have absolutely no idea what it takes to really purify the mind.Also sometimes and often people think they are doing a good deed but it didn't really help you or them in reality spiritually speaking.It may of caused real harm.To know what are the most important and real good deeds you must have a real spiritual understanding.For that lots of changes need to happen within you.Lots of very very very very very very very strong effort for that.
You , people ,and animals you have loved and love have suffered a lot. Work hard inwardly toward your authentic spiritual liberation.
If a kindergarten student shows up at the news room and says i am a meteorologist. Tonight i shall give the weather report.You know what will happen.It is likewise with those that say they are already saved that have not done what they needed for that to be real.
More and more gadgets, gossip, vacations, etc., anything to distract from the state of their minds, people do all sorts of things to try and keep themselves distracted from themselves and the healing they need.
Scriptures are misinterpreted all the time. As surely as there is learned ignorance, as surely as there are illusional projections onto others, the blind try to lead the blind.
Spiritual advancement or downfall is for the individual not the group.That is to say just as you have your own money ,job, health,relationship, etc karma.Also spiritual reward or punishment is for the individual not the group.
There is a universal story in the Bible. You can get a lot from it. It also has man made laws verse Spiritual laws and Justice. The man made laws of that time and place had it that you could yell for a deranged being (Barabas or Jesus).The ever changing and corrupt man made legal system allowed people to choose of the 2. Many yelled for Barabbas. You can also find these kind of man made legal loopholes in all countries, etc. People hang themselves spiritually all the time with man-made law legal loopholes, withholding crucial information, using deceit of various kinds,etc, using titles to try and cheat and rob people to work out wounded mind crazy stuff, bribes and unofficial bribes which is someone paying for a lawyer to try and deceive and cheat someone using loopholes, coercion often cleverly disguised, dirty tactics and the rest, using lawyers to try and use loopholes regardless of any consideration of ethics. Thinking well if it's man made legal certainly it is ok for me, no Spiritual Punishments for me. Then like a flea being hit by a tornado sooner or later spiritual justice gives out the punishments. Here I am not knocking down ethical people who work as lawyers and judges, nor am I knocking down anyone who uses ethics in all forms of business and relationship. It is the corruption that comes in over and over and over again from the individual wounded mind I am referring to here. The history books show corruption in man made law over and over and over again. Also abuse of seeming power, like a Judas getting involved in spiritually corrupt man made law enforcement, laws, and law those who choose deceit hang themselves spiritually with man made law legal loopholes.
A spiritually deranged being can never fool someone with real knowledge.Though they may think they can or have they cant.The evil they tried comes back to them a thousand fold.
Whenever a very toxic being.Someone dominated by the lower self the wounded thing.Someone literally in a delusional daydream tries to somehow negatively effect a sincere spiritual aspirant punishments happen.If this kind of severely wounded mind that also makes no real effort for healing tries to somehow negatively effect a advanced spiritual being it always ends up in disaster for the demonic minded person.The one who needs healing but makes no real effort.The one who spreads negativity everywhere with there toxic aura you could say.The one who spreads illusions.The wounded thing immersed in delusional daydreams.The impostor trying to present itself as something its not.It always ends up in disaster for the toxic being.One way or another sooner or later a disaster.Even hellish punishments can and do happen.The mysterious spiritual world takes care of all of that.The demonic minded person thinks i will do and say whatever i want I Am righteous then disaster.Then they wonder why this or that thing happened to them.However since they have no real knowledge they blame it on a accident etc.There is no escape for a demon minded person.No escape from spiritual justice.
All forms of corruption come from the individual being spiritually corrupt.The wounded thing in them thinks well nobody will find out about this.They also think well this is technically legal with ever changing man made laws so its ok no consequences for me even if it is very very bad spiritually.Such as in various kinds of business etc.Corruption in every little aspect of society comes from the lower self.You can see it not only in politics but in every aspect of society and the individuals life. Somebody that avoids the hard inner work that's required to truly change not only sets themselves up for disaster because of that.They also make mistakes being guided by the inner demons-demon in them the lower self the wounded being.They are in a very dangerous situation spiritually and not even aware of it.It is as it is.
A well known woman mystic once said the material poverty of the East is nothing compared to the spiritual poverty of the West.She was correct in this.Getting people actually doing real inner work on themselves and changing there evil ways.Along with strong focus on womens rights and animal rights and the environment are the most important now.If people change there evil ways and get serious about real spirituality there is less corruption and toxic actions.If women get more equal rights etc there is more compassion in the world.Human beings get spiritually punished for evil treatment of animals.Helping animals loving them and protecting them from all forms of animal terrorism is a must.The environment is polluted because of spiritual corruption.It wouldn't be polluted if people had love care and real awareness.
We are in a age of everyone voicing and writing there toxic opinions everywhere they can.Not considering extremely dangerous karma.A great master once said it isn't what goes in the mouth but what comes out of the mouth that defiles a person.However he knew he was talking to spiritual weaklings. It is both what goes in and out of the mouth.Along with that what you absorb through the senses.Toxic entertainment and gossip etc is food also.People lost in illusions desperate for attention trying to somehow get the lower self in them validated.Say and do anything.You may be able to choose your actions but never ever the karmic reactions now and down the road.
Women should be aware of and beware of so called men's tactics to use you.They are alcohol and sweet talk.Also false promises and goals of a life of escapism with money and titles etc and the fake feelings of success and importance that can come with it.Likewise men should beware of gold diggers and superficial so called beauty.A real spiritual relationship should be based on real love and real mutual support in spiritual growth.Those that really spiritually respect themselves will never get used or duped.
Karma is a universal teaching.It may be called other things other places or talked about a little different.However you reap what you sew is universal.Some may say the effort to make merit rather then go to Hell etc.
Science simply means research and is often clouded by the minds of the researchers. Certainly there is value in ethically trying to find things that help people, animals, insects, and earth. However, let's say so called science finds new planets or has new hypothesis or new gadgets, it wont change your mind or your karma even a little bit. Those who encourage outward research only and no authentic work for inner healing have done a great disservice to suffering humanity and animals.
How many things have you been taught that are untrue?
You can never ever trust someone who does no real healing work on themselves.The real healing work the long daily meditation the prayer the fasting etc.The Creation given time tested authentic healing methods.Not the illusions of quick enlightenment fixes and modern ideas.You can talk about your challenges 10000 years they still wont reduce much.Especially when you are talking to a daydreamer be it with a fancy bought degree or not.Someone who does nothing to wake up from there daydream is like a robot programmed from a mad scientist.People come into life with karma you could say.Then instead of reducing the huge load they already came in with.They add and do nothing to subtract the toxins of mind.Hence the old Doctor Jeckle and Mr Hyde story is a real metaphor.Dr Jeckle being the social presentation and Mr Hyde being the real state of there mind-being.This also gives hint of the Universal teaching a Great master gave.A rich person has the same chance of getting into Heaven as a camel through the eye of a needle. That's because more often the person with a lot of money is always distracting themselves in some way.Always in some way trying to buy happiness.Trying to put on a show of superiority as the reality of there being has them the worst kind of spiritual inferior.Instead of focusing on the real state of there being they robot around.Likewise this gives a hint of a great master saying real knowledge isn't for those proud of there book learned hypothesis ideas and knowledge.The impostor the fake false i makes a show of all the data that they have acquired while there being is a complete and total mess.
Some have had what could be looked at as a spiritual experience .Where after they said everything literally everything they thought was true was not true in reality.They could see how intensely they have been brainwashed and programmed.With that lost and immersed in illusions.If one realizes just how off they have been it can be shocking.Its not just the fault of the corrupt and crazy society.Its the individuals own mind that needs Authentic purification and healing.Many many many sleepwalk there entire life.Though they seem alive spiritually they are literally sleeping.It is as it is.
Often today's so called facts taught by so called experts are tomorrows fiction.
Those who say life is meaningless are spiritual cowards and thieves of hope. They will reap what they sew.
It's easy to see how people could struggle with the idea of a loving God-Goddess on this planet. However, there are no atheist on their deathbed. Find the real you, the true you. Find if there is a God-Goddess for yourself.Also what that really is or isn't. SEEK THE TRUTH!
The word God has so many associations and conditionings with it as do all words and ideas. Find out what's real for yourself through inward journey. With it gradually cleaning your inner vision.
The polluted human mind has greatly effected the Earth. Do whatever you can to help heal it and clean it up.
If you've been in a car crash, etc. do what you have to as best possible to get your body repaired. However, natural medicine and healing with their positive side effects are always the first choice for the conscious consumer, just as you should eat organic as best possible.Do get yearly bloodwork somehow.Blood sugar and blood pressure etc are very very important to keep in check.
Once i had a female with a medical license( a medical doctor) tell me.I know the medical system is broken and there is lots of corruption with people within it including those with medical licenses..Her first words to me in a urgent kind of situation at a emergency room.This was a huge favor cause i updated my formula with the help of her saying this.The Divine has given any good and needed medicines and test and treatments.There for people to use as NEEDED.The imposter (i) the inner demons the devil that finds its way into the medical world shouldnt stop someone from using it as needed.
Marijuana and other things that effect only give another angle of clouded vision. The spiritual warrior goes straight on the inner battlefield and ready for challenges before the inner war is over, ready to suffer for a greater good.
Nobody takes a marijuana smoker or psychedelic user seriously spiritually.Because people know at least subtly that there is something spiritually disingenuous about the person.These strong medicines that Mother nature has provided are meant to shake you up a little bit .So you can then focus your entire being on healing and authentic spirituality. Psilocybin mushrooms, Peyote, Ayahuasca, and Iboga very very strong spiritual medicines.These medicines do not help with spiritual purification even a little bit.It would not be fair that so many struggle to get there minds-hearts pure for decades etc and you could just take something and be authentically enlightened in some way.This is similar to the person who thinks they can buy there way into some Heaven.You can have an experience that may or may not shift the direction of your life.May or may not give you some insights on healing etc.However you can not take a substance and get enlightened or pure.You have to do hard inner work for authentic inner changes.People know the marijuana user is self medicating and a mess spiritually when not on the herb.In this way it should be known the authentic spiritual person has to face there minds straight day to day and feel the pain that is unavoidable with authentic healing.When the darkness is being removed for more light you have to experience some of that rubbish as it makes its way out.The regular marijuana and psychedelic user isn't taken seriously by anyone with authentic spiritual interest and knowledge.He or she is a cowardly escapist.People can change there ways.They can get spiritually strong and become a real hero for people animals insects and all that can and do suffer.The authentic spiritual person does not use any intoxicants.
The more spiritually strong you are ,the more you can help the suffering.
Try to be like the lotus flower.Though you may of started this life in dirty muddy water (Toxic environment.Spiritually toxic and dead people around you.Toxic and spiritually dead relatives.Friends who were not real friends but actually enemies to your spiritual growth.Spiritually dead culture and society.Fake fitting in.Fake in nearly every way and constantly acting putting on a social mask presentation.Crazy customs.Lower self glorification.Low minded entertainments and conversations.People roll modeling and encouraging going down instead of up.Spiritual escapist.Chasers of illusions.Etc.Also your own mind you could say full of dark clouds-mud and with that not seeing and doing spiritually clear and pure.) Clean yourself off and rise up beautiful and as pure as possible.
Consider the sacred Rose.Though there have been thorns on her path.She offers beauty and goodness for all.A spiritual delight.
The foundation of will power to do things for authentic change is to remember all the benefits that eventually come. Also, punishments that can come if doing bad, not expecting instant results.
The lower self thinking karma isn't real, wounded, and toxic will try to hide behind money, college, degrees, titles, real estate, vehicles, clothes, cosmetics, looks of different types, expensive toys, fake respect, look at me by any means. The unhappy, wounded thing does anything for attention and is deceitful. It is a lie. Strip away the superficialities and ask where am I, he, she spiritually really? Extra money and college degrees and skills are to help suffering beings and earth, not glorify the lower self.
Debates about reality can be interesting. However, real spiritual knowledge is within and you have to work hard inwardly for that.
The cosmic onion, if you will, has many, many, many layers. You think you know something then yet there is another deeper layer to discover within oneself with all its mysteries. Unlike a regular onion where only few tears may be shed while peeling.There will be alot of crying needed to get to each new layer of the cosmic onion.The answers are inward.
Just as you can't see the sun and moon properly through clouds, likewise, you can't see reality properly through clouded inner vision.
The lower self in someone deeply wounded spiritually delusional and toxic will try to feel better about itself in anyway it can.This is the reason those that go to school longer will often somehow try to get fake respect and a feeling of superiority.More schooling in no way indicates a superior person.
The upper class is a term to denote more money. This in no way means somehow superior in anyway. Spiritually speaking, the upper class are the purer beings, those who really help.
Sometimes, especially for a sincere spiritual aspirant what can seem like the worst possible things and experiences can actually be a blessing in disguise.
Sometimes you should formally shun a person or people. You've got to do what you've got to do.
Sometimes like a great authentic spiritual master once said you let the dead bury there dead.
If you can look deep enough you can find a positive in a any seeming negative spiritually speaking
Nowadays people will read a few books and do a little meditation or prayer, spiritual practices and set themselves up as a master somehow.
If you've earned even a little taste of the real Spiritual Heart nothing else will fully satisfy your hunger afterwords.Want more will be the priority.WANT MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The goal is authentic inner changes before physical death occurs, removing the impurities that hinder the pure heart, being helpful and not harmful, Pure Love.
Do whatever you can to help end animals and women as second class citizens. A vegan or vegetarian diet and not supporting or endorsing animal cruelty is a good start for animals. Equal pay and not supporting or endorsing oppression of women is a good start for women. Do whatever you can to help.
Animals have been oppressed because the lower self in humans does not care about others and is toxic. The wounded try to wound and will do this to those that can't defend themselves. The same toxic thing that is ok with human slavery is also ok for animal slavery, oppression, and unloving treatment. The lower self will try to feel better about itself anyway it can, cowardly and toxic trying to feel better about itself in a unfair fight. The animals can't defend themselves or speak up for themselves.
A real man fights his inner enemy within himself and helps the oppressed ,poor, and suffering on the outside.Those that avoid the inner fight and oppress and take part in unfair outside fights are toxic and spiritual cowards.
Nobody trust a hunter.Because people know at least subtly that the hunter is severely wounded and trying to with that wound the animals.The wounded try to wound.The hunter is full of hate and has a false sense of manliness.People also know the hunter is a coward.Because instead of fighting there inner demons-demon inwardly with formal meditation etc daily they instead act as demons to animals.They themselves are animal terrorist.When they eat the meat it effects there mind in detrimental ways.There bodies become more prone to various diseases.They also eventually end up with impotence and other weakening effects from the animal flesh in there bodies. Each animal that is Unloved hurt or killed by them adds to there bad karma account.Depending on the animal hate crime.Hunters get a certain karmic punishment for each toxic action.Trappers get severe punishment along with those that experiment on animals .Those involved in animal concentration camps and slave trade get there punishments.Those that abuse and mistreat in anyway get there punishment also.People think i will do what i will there is no human law against this.Then like a tornado running into a flea there punishments begin for there spiritual crimes.Here i am not endorsing or not endorsing anything about the Cherokee native Americans. However in there mythology the origin of disease is from killing of animals.Each animal killed brings on another disease.This is a good thing to contemplate.The hunter has usually been brainwashed about manliness etc.Hunting is actually just the opposite of manliness.Just the opposite of real love.Be a real man fight your inner enemy-enemies.
Its well known that people labeled psychopaths are often cruel to animals in there childhood.However what is that to say about the so called normal adults who know animals can suffer like people and like people want love?The so called adult who knows about the slaughter houses-concentration camps for animals the factory farms.The small concentration camps small animal farms.Those that will actually call a being that wants love game.Those that will go hunt for neanderthal psychopath fun.There extremely low consciousness and lack of spiritual development allows for this.There lack of the ability to feel compassion like at Nuremberg.The wounded try to wound so they think well i can feel superior to them in this way.As inwardly they feel inferior and are crazy.Do what to others as you would want done to you extends to all beings.You do not need to be Religious to know this is the loving thing to do.
Those who spread the idea that people are developed from neanderthals have hurt humanity greatly.People are spiritual beings that get rewarded and punished from the mysterious invisible spiritual world.There are you could say genetic things of the physical body for example varicose veins etc.However spirituality has been divorced from the big business medical industry with its spiritually dead teachings on various mind and body challenges.Hunters and the like could add to the idea of a neanderthal past.Because these people are of a very low consciousness.They are what is called spiritually dead.Also like in the Nuremberg trials where people didn't have the ability to feel compassion for others.These hunting and animal abusing haters are separated from there spiritual Heart.People are spiritual at there core and neanderthals are the imagination of the lower self.History is as true as the historian.
Women who are often naturally spiritually stronger have been oppressed by the lower self in others because of being less physically strong . The inner spiritual mother in females when cleaned off and pure is very, very powerful. Powerful and beautiful. If more women authentically strengthen themselves spiritually through getting more and more pure their oppression will end. If those powerful inner spiritual mothers are cleaned off and shine the oppression of animals will eventually come to an end, they also viewing the animals as their children.
This earth has become imbalanced from toxic mind male dominance.The Divine feminine and the love and nourishment that come with that has been oppressed and abused.As a result the environment is a mess.There is corruption everywhere.Greed is extreme.People are going around sleepwalking in there lower self daydream.Some fake toxic male in politics or in this or that home is ready to oppress poison or start a war with another group or person.Animals and women are second class citizens and slaves in many places.Treated terribly from toxic wounded minds.The women have even lost there feminine naturalness in many places.Getting lost in the wounded world.The real man can be a tough spiritual warrior and still love.The women are very spiritually powerful when there hearts are cleaned off and with that the Divine feminine can shine and re-balance this wounded world.
People often only think of the environmental and health benefits of the vegan or vegetarian diet. Also, not wanting to support animal cruelty, slavery, or oppression. They overlook the spiritual rewards that come with the diet.
Meat eating is from ( i ) the inner impostor. Vegan or vegetarian with a small amount of dairy from lovingly treated animals is from ( I ) the real I who loves and is connected with the spiritual eye you could say, the eye that can see with real knowledge and real Love, the real ( I ) wanting the spiritual best for (we) suffering humanity and animals.The impostor ( i ) the lower self with its spiritual delusions does not consider the suffering of others - animals. It only thinks of (me) and delusions about itself and others. Eating meat makes the body weak even in ways not known to you and strengthens the lower self - the impostor ( i ). As a false prophet gets a false prophets spiritual reward so also the impostor the uncaring ( i ).
Authentic mystics and saints of the past have sometimes not said anything against meat eating and toxic treatment of animals, because they thought the people were very spiritually weak.
Alcohol is a poison.One of the very worst drugs. How many lives has it ruined or affected?Alcohol is never ever a celebration but a toxic ,physically addictive ,try to escape from myself cowardly corrupt insane toxic medication.Any reference to real mystics with wine was spiritual wine a metaphor.Not the toxic stuff cowards and spiritual criminals drink.Give up any and all bad habits. Wholesome living is important.
Toxic and untrue conditioning is toxic and untrue conditioning. Look into yours.
Anybody who tells you genuine spiritual transformation or Heaven is easy is either lying or deluded.
Why wait for tragedy to get you spiritually serious? Like it or not, you have a huge spiritual mountain to climb. Ignoring that or making little effort is very, very dangerous.
Sincerely work for your spiritual liberation.Help people and animals.Wake Up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The rare genuine mystic isn't there to act or say as you think or want, but to give you genuine spiritual help and advice which isn't always nice or easy.If you have earned that.
Whether you consider yourself of this or that Religion.Someone interested in science( outward research).What i call a spiritual independent.Someone interested in spirituality but doesn't label themselves in a particular way.Whether you say your an atheist.I can be of a help to you spiritually.I AM a universal teacher and helper.Whether your a new seeker of Truth.Someone who has been on this or that path or religion a long time i can help.Authentic personal spiritual change is hard hard serious inner work,I make no easy promises.I can help though.The right thing for the right person at the right time.This is the real deal authentic spirituality and inner work authentic help.Those who want something easy can look elsewhere there is plenty of that around.If you've suffered a lot in life.If your a sincere seeker.If your willing to do what must be done to really transform yourself spiritually I can help.
May all beings everywhere be happy and healthy and not suffer unnecessarily
Truth Thomas